__My Dream__

1.      人人都有梦想，有的想成为杨立伟一样的航天员，登上太空，自由自在地遨游，探索太空的奥秘；有的想当无所不能的工程师，设计建造出高科技的桥梁和摩天大厦；有的想当技术精湛的医生，攻克医学上的疑难杂症，让更多的人远离疾病的痛苦；还有的想当大红大紫的歌星，在世界各地展开歌喉，为大家唱出一首首优美的歌曲……我有一个光辉的梦想，那就是当一名象体育健儿刘翔一样的奥运冠军。
       当我随着国家队，穿着印有五星红旗标志的运动服，夹在亚、非、拉、美短跑运动员中间，雄纠纠、气昂昂地跨上2012年的奥运赛场，满载着全国人民的殷切期望，当我像离弦的箭直奔终点，黄、白、棕、黑的世界奥运健儿都被我远远地甩在了身后。汗流满面的我更加充满了自信，握紧拳头暗暗给自己加油：“一定要超过他们！我一定能行！中国人一定能赢！”当庄严的五星红旗高高地飘在我的头顶，当雄壮的中华人民共和国国歌为我奏起，当光彩夺目的金牌被挂在我的脖子上，当清脆的橄榄枝编织的花环戴在我的头顶，望着美国选手和日本选手向我投来羡慕的目光，热泪盈满了我的双眼。我双手举着五星红旗围着赛场跑了一圈又一圈。全场为我欢呼，中国人民为我欢呼，全世界的华人为我欢呼！我赢了，中国人赢了！我终于为中国赢得了荣誉，在中国的金牌榜上又添了一块金牌！我高兴地蹦着跳着，队友们把我举起来在天空中抛着，抛着……
       当奥运冠军的感觉真棒！我简直沉浸在我辉煌的梦想里了。但是，我知道这仅仅是一个梦想，要想实现这个梦想，必须付出巨大的努力，我今后一定要加强锻炼，积极参加学校组织的运动会、越野赛等一系列体育活动，好好学习，用知识武装自己的头脑，吃常人吃不了的苦，流常人流不了的汗，在意志、毅力上超过他人。从我做起，从现在做起，我想在不久的将来的奥运会上，我一定能够拿到一枚真正的金牌，实现我光辉而灿烂的梦想！
       相信我吧，庄严的五星红旗一定会为我升起，雄壮的中华人民共和国国歌一定会为我奏响的！

__A day to Remmember__

Never does a mother forget, that miracle of birth, It stays within her memory, With the last and with her first.

Nine long months of waiting, 
For that bundle of joy to arrive, 
Then wondering how to raise it, 
While setting some of her life aside.

Yet with Gods' grace and wisdom, 
That was instilled in her from the start, 
She gives this little blessing of joy, 
All her loving trust and heart.

Time passes quickly, 
All childish things let go.
To become what you have taught them, 
And everything you know.

A day to take upon themselves, 
A spouse to start anew, 
Starting the process over again, 
Now the rest my child is up to you! 

__ Bersih 2.0 __2011

It has been barely 24 hours in the aftermath of the Bersih 2.0 rally, but countless opinions have already hit the public sphere - be it in the media, cyberspace or in neighbourhood coffee shops - arguing the event's success.

Pro-government newspapers splashed pictures and articles on how the demonstration failed in its quest to sow chaos on the streets of Kuala Lumpur, with Prime Minister Najib Abdul Razak (right) and senior ministers claiming victory over what they call an illegal rally.

The rally organisers conversely declared the event a success, claiming a 50,000-strong turnout, in stark contrast to police estimates of around 6,000 people.

Bersih 2.0 chief Ambiga Sreenevasan even stated that the rally has helped Malaysians realise that the country needs a "sophisticated democratic process".

But has the rally really achieved something greater than intended - as claimed by its proponents - or did it end up being a dud, as hoped by its opponents?

Political analyst Ong Kian Ming thinks yesterday's rally would only bring limited political impact, largely due to the lower level of alleged violence that protesters endured compared to previous mass demonstrations.

He pointed out that unlike past rallies when political awareness wasjust budding, it would take something more "impactful" to dislodge more votes from the ruling BN coalition.

"... even though (the turnout was good) in terms of numbers, (and that) there were a number of people arrested, but the level of violence was relatively low. People will easily forget what has transpired," he said when contacted.

"It will only affect the people in the Klang Valley. By and large, the injuries are not serious, (there were) no permanent injuries, (so a swing in support) will not go down to the ground like Pakatan want."

More newcomers in the fray

Ong acknowledged that the rally did manage to draw a much better racial mix and more youths to participate, but remained sceptical of how much of difference that would make in terms of votes.

"From that (multi-racial and youth) perspective, it is more successful. It was multi-racial, more middle-class, and many of them were first-timers in a rally.

"There were also a lot of middle aged (people) in fact... but I think they didn't vote BN (the) last time, so (it's) not much different."

Another political analyst however stressed that it would be a mistake for the BN to assume the rally's impact would not be significant, regardless of whether or not the turnout was due to mobilisation of Pakatan supporters.

Khoo Kay Peng (right) pointed out that those who voted for the opposition in the last general elections in Peninsula Malaysia accounted for a little over 51 percent of the tally.

"The government should not think they are just a pinch of salt. Many of them are young voters and they translate to a significant vote," he said.

Khoo noted that a distinction must be made between Bersih 2.0, which is a movement seeking clean and fair elections, and Pakatan, which is a political entity, but agreed that the government's handling of yesterday's rally will lose it some support.

He particularly zoomed in on Najib's apparent flip-flop on his stadium offer, saying the onus is now on the prime minister and his administration to explain why he reneged on his promise to allow the rally to be held in a stadium.

"It will create a bad perception of the government. This will give some advantage to the opposition, but not necessarily in favour of Pakatan. There are a lot of issues in Pakatan," he said, without elaborating.

Govt ban only promoted rally

Merdeka Centre director Ibrahim Suffian meanwhile sees the rally as an international success, in no small part thanks to the government's concerted efforts to stop it from taking place.

"They (Bersih 2.0) are well known domestically and internationally. At the very least, the group or coalition is a lot more well known to a wider audience compared to two weeks ago," he said.

Ibrahim (right) however noted that this should not take away the fact that the movement had on its own built a strong enough following, judging from what he observed as a large number of rally newcomers.

He added that the rally has effectively shifted the focus from public service delivery reforms to much-needed democratic reforms in Malaysia.

路要自己走..

我知道 对你来说，

着世界有一点复炸..

我知道 你肯付出，

却不懂该如何表达..

我知道 你不喜欢，

成人世界的伪装..

我知道 关于未来,

你有自己的想法..

天地万物都有存在着世上的意义, 

没有一个人 有放弃的权利...

我会牵着你的手，

但是路要自己走..

面对选择的时候,

听听心底宁静的角落..

有一天 我会放手 ， 

因为路要自己走..

失去方向的时候， 

记得抬头仰望，

清澈的天空....

To my dearest friends =)

 1、想跟你说：朋友是会默默在身边支持你的，如果遇到了不顺心的事情就回头看看，你会发现还有我从始至终都在陪伴着你。快乐起来吧！

2、不要悲伤，不要绝望，未来的路就再前方，还有这么多朋友陪你一起去创

．

3、人生有许多的喜乐哀乐，失意时淡然,得意时泰然,一切都坦然。让我们用一颗平心去对待人生吧，祝你心情快点好起来！

4、轻轻的风，吹开你紧琐的眉头，让所有的愁向后飞去。请不要回头去追那些不属于你的忧愁，你应该向前奔跑，因为快乐在前方！                                                  

5、恨使生活瘫痪无力，爱使它重获新生。恨使生活混乱不堪，爱使它变得和谐。恨使生活漆黑一片，爱使它光彩夺目。朋友，让我们心中永远充满爱吧！

6、我们每个人是可以被打倒的，但任何人也阻止不了我们从地上爬起来，亲爱的朋友，让我们把心态调整好，积极面对内心与外界，重获新生吧！

7、人在旅途，谁都难免会遇到一些不愉快的事，自己要学会调节，有时间去郊外爬山行走于田间吧！看看那广阔辽远的天空；感受一下山间的清晰亮丽。

8、忘了那些不快乐的事吧！连上帝都认为伤心和烦恼是不属于你的。努力让自己走出来，你会感到今天的太阳比昨天更温暖！今天的天空比昨天更蔚蓝！

9、我知道是我让你伤心让你难过，但是一切都是我故意的，那样我才有机会好好的安慰你，因为你在我心中太重要了．

10、我想紧紧握着你的手，让你靠在我的肩，让一切的不愉快我们一切很快的走完，风雨过后，我们就会有美好的明天．

11、你不会随波浮沉，为了这些关心你的朋友亲人，振作起来才是你的真心，为了自己，也为了亲人朋友都有美好明天．

12、何必为痛苦的悔恨而丧失现在的心情，何必为莫名的忧虑而惶惶不可终日。过去的已经一去不复返了，再怎么悔恨也 是无济于事。未来的还是可望而不可及，再怎么忧虑也是会空悲伤的。今天心、今日事和现在人，却是实实在在的，也是感觉美好的。当然，过去的经验要总结，未 来的风险要预防，这才是智慧的。

13、何必为痛苦的悔恨而丧失现在的心情。偶尔的抱怨发泄一下，也是十分必要的。但是无休止的抱怨只会增添烦恼，只能向别人显示自己的无能。抱怨是一种致命的消极心态，一旦自己的抱怨成为恶习，那么人生就会暗无天日，不仅自己好心境全无，而且别人跟着也倒霉。抱怨没有好处，乐观才最重要。

14、我们常常无法去改变别人的看法，能改变的恰恰只有我们自己。坏的生活不在于别人的罪恶，而在于我们的心情变得恶劣。让生活变好的金钥匙不在别人手里，放弃我们的怨恨和叹息，美好生活就垂手可得。我们主观上本想好好生活，可是客观上却没有好的生活，其原因是总想等待别人来改善生活。

15、学会自己欣赏自己,等于拥有了获取快乐的金钥匙.欣赏自己不是孤芳自赏，欣赏自己不是唯我独尊，欣赏自己不是自我陶醉，欣赏自己更不是固步自封...自己给自己一些自信，自己给自己一点愉快，自己给自己一脸微笑，何愁没有人生的快乐呢?!

16、没有爬不过的山，没有过不了的坎，只要勇敢面对，所有的一切都会随风过去。

17、终生寻找所谓别人认可的东西，会永远痛失自己的快乐和幸福。庸俗的评论会湮灭自己的个性，世俗的指点会让自己不知所措。为钱而钱会使自己六亲不认，为权 而权会使自己胆大妄为，为名而名会使自己巧取强夺。真实的我在刻意的追逐之中，会变成一张张碎片随风飘扬，世俗的我已变得面目可憎。得到了媚俗，失去了真 实，要坚定信心，拥有自我。

18、昨日又见你伤心，就象看到花在雨中凋零，我更痛心。昨天的一切终将过去，我们何必再去执着让自己伤心，明天的快乐，要我们今天就去憧憬。

19、快乐也要过，不快乐我们还是要过，那么就让我们快乐的去过每一天。

FRIENDSHIPS LOST

I see your smile
I know your mind
No words need be said
I understand.
Focused on each other
We listen and we care
Laughter ripples like water
Together, we are.
Others are here, yes,
And we value them, yes,
But a special bond remains,
A line between us two.
Each friendship is special
Each is unique
And so is ours
We know.
And then time begins to roll
and rear it’s ugly head
Change begins
Now a little less than before.
Slowly, surely,
Not knowing why
Faster, stronger, without care
Our world shifts and shimmers and splits.
Shattered shards cascade down
Spurred by angry, lashing words
Contorted faces, stone deaf ears
Outside the whirlwind,
We die inside.
The scars run deep
Jagged clefts in our souls
We have suceeded in hurting
And hurt ourselves.
So you move on
And I remain
We keep on living
Turn our faces apart.
Now I glance across
At you from outside
Shaded eyes dry with tears
New friends, new life.
Laughter, smiling (clenched teeth)
The flippant toss of the head
The enclosure surrounds you
I cannot come near.
From behind my glass window
I know more than those within
I see the hurt in your eyes
I know the pain in your smile
I have been there before - I love you
Why do you pretend?
I hate to see your pain
And I cry inside
Tears deep within my soul
I cannot help you anymore.
What we had once
We can never have again.
The scars run deep,
But I still care.
You were my friend.

Make My Wish Come True ! =)

searching for answers
that evaded me for so long,
i got lost in a maze of treachery
hidden under a mask of innocence;

it’s been so long
words kept me awake
all night long, making
me restless and confused;

drowning in the wishes
of a long lost past,
i let my life down,
i let myself down;

in the midst of the night
under the velvet skies
i surrendered to life
i whisper for forgiveness;

so with a smile on my lips
and a wish on my heart
i give faith(hope) one more reason
i give life another chance
to make my wish come true;

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What a wonderful life I’ve had! I only wish I’d realized it sooner .

To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe.   

We are told never to cross a bridge until we come to it, but this world is owned by men who have ‘crossed bridges’ in their imagination far ahead of the crowd.  

Sometimes you just got to give yourself what you wish someone else would give you. 

Just Wanna Be With You =)

 

as the rains continue to batter,
standing on the balcony
i watch the rain drops
converge into one pool of water;

i wish you were here
standing next to me
in this rain soaked night,
holding hands, scheming of things pretty;

Wondering to myself, so late at night,
what is it that attracts me to you?
Thinking to myself, why are you always on my mind?
What power do you have in what you do?

thinking about where i stood,
i try to push you out of my mind,
but every time i push you out of my thoughts,
you crawl back into my world and fill my senses;

it’s so hard to keep smiling
and continue denying what i feel
i don’t know why,
a thousand reasons i have none;

i can’t go on like this,
i can’t pretend everything is fine,
when i just wanna be with you 
hold you tight tonight and every night;

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Spotlite competition - 2011

最近都有在参加任何的比赛..
在One FM 听到的一项比赛 ‘spotlite 第7届 优选校花校草 ’ ..
就去到facebook 报上名了..
初赛当天，之前就准备了一首周杰伦的歌曲 ‘给我一首歌的时间’.. ( 唱跟跳 )
没想到 ，比赛的前一天 ..就唱和跳给朋友看 ， 就因为想叫朋友给点评论..
朋友都说跳到不够力气..
就放弃了选那首歌..
最后临时的选了一首蔡依林的‘Mr Q’
到了比赛当天 ，没想到最早到的都是我..
10.30 就开始彩排了
----
到了比赛的时候- 也就是2点下午..
 

 M7 jefferd liew M8 Darren Lam

 M1 Adam Thong (也就是我了)

介绍ing

到了公布谁是可以进入下一圈（才艺表演）
6位最佳现场人气可以直接进入下一圈..

 这些都是进入才艺表演的时候了

最佳现场人气就是我们这6位帅气又可爱的校草了 =）
M1 Adam Thong ( ME ) , M8 Darren Lam , M9 Winson Khor , M 16 Jentsen Pua , M18 Oren

到了才艺表演的时候了..
没想到我市第一位出场表演的, 超紧张！ 

 M13 Fabian

 M8 Darren Lam

 M7 Jefferd Liew

 M1 Adam Thong ( me )

  M18 Oren Kuroro

M1 Adam Thong

才艺表演结束过后..
时间也接近尾声了..
也就是公布成绩的时候..
到底谁可以进入下一圈（半决赛）

 恭喜这3位校草们- Chong Wun Han , Oren , Fabian

 5强 需要选出3为校草

 第一位进入半决赛的就是Chong Wun Han
第二位的也就是 M18 Oren Kuroro

 当中的最后一位到底是谁呢？ 

 也就是我们当天的校草冠军 - M13 Fabian Loo

也得到总值 rm 500

恭喜你们这几位了 =）

最后拍得一张照片　＝）

其实没进到半决赛，也是有嗲点失望。。
但是没关系吧　，当作是想得到些舞台经验　＝）

 --End --

A Broken Smile =(

I sit here with a smile on my face,
I smile as I breathe in deep,
I smile as I close my eyes
and I smile all day long;
the sky is dark,
as the freezing winds
seep into my bones,
I sit here smiling silently cold and empty;
I wait here frozen in time,
with my dreams torn apart,
my heart encased in a tomb,
I smile to mask my true emotions;
smile is all that I do day in and day out,
the mask that I wear is so perfect,
one needs to come a lot closer,
to see the tears trickling down my eyes;
the days are long,
the nights longer still.
I try to find the light,
but find comfort only in the dark;
emotions swell inside,
walking on a broken path,
I look up for the rainbow
hoping that one day I will get off
this broken path and onto a new one;
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A broken smile is a smile that is false to hide the pain inside!!

Love And Hurt

Before you hurt others,
Hurt yourself first.
It will make you wise.
Before you love yourself,
Try to love others first.
It will make you perfect.~~~

You have the power that hurts.
He has the love that heals.
I have the light that sees.
God has the Compassion that feels~~~

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme,
How is it possible for me
To hurt the ones
That I love deeply?
"My child, here is the proof
That you do not actually love them."

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme,
Now tell me,
Do I not sincerely and deeply
Love You, my Supreme?
Why do You then hurt me so often,
If not always?

"My child, My child,
Go beyond, far beyond,
The boundaries of your futile mind.
Then you will have the answer From Me."
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!~~~

No matter how intensely you love God
In His own Way,
You will never get hurt.
But if you love God in your own way,
At every moment you will get hurt.